Friday, May 10, 2024

On the boat to heaven

It was rather a roundabout way on Bluesky (as things often are on SoMe) that I came to today’s earworm.

Someone skeeted an AP story about one of the winners of the $1.3B Powerball lottery. Guy’s an immigrant from Laos, was a machinist at an aerospace company and he’s suffering from cancer. His comment on his net of $422M for him and his wife (they took the lump sum and split their winnings evenly with a friend who chipped in $100 to buy a bunch of tickets) was that now he’d “find a good doctor for myself.”

The commentary ran to “now that I won $200M I can finally afford decent healthcare,” which is a fair take. And one person added, “America, the land of opportunity. The Oldest Established Permanent Floating Crap Game in the world.”

Which of course features large in Guys and Dolls, so my contribution was “Sit down, you’re rockin’ the boat.” One of my favorite numbers in one of my favorite musicals. So here we are.


©2024 Bas Bleu

Thursday, May 9, 2024

Sign of the times

I’ve added a new dogleg to my morning walk, so some new yards to assess.

This variant on the “no soliciting” sign was…interesting.


 

©2024 Bas Bleu

Wednesday, May 8, 2024

Not crop circles

Here’s an interesting pattern I saw on the putting green (? I assume that’s what this is?) I pass on one of my morning walk routes.

Not sure what caused these—at first I thought it was the push-jobber they use to collect all the golf balls that are left overnight after a day’s worth of putting. But possibly one of the mowers?

I dunno—I just thought it was interesting.

 

 

©2024 Bas Bleu

 

Tuesday, May 7, 2024

Have a seat

This bench is along one of my walking routes.



I’m not sure whose property it sits on—whether the townhouse cluster that would be to the right and behind me or the golf course onto which it looks out. I suspect the former, although there's a community path separating the bench and cluster, so it would be their landscapers' responsibility to trim the area.

But I don’t think anyone’s going to be watching the sunset from it anytime soon. It's actually looking like the kind of setting where unwary sitters disappear unexpectedly.

"I dunno, Muriel. I ain't seen those kids since they went out to watch them golfers tee off on the 9th hole..."

 

©2024 Bas Bleu

 

Monday, May 6, 2024

Gratitude Monday: new neighbor, old friend

A few weeks ago, a neighbor brought me a pastry, which was lovely. But what sent me over the moon was that it was in a Paris Baguette bag. Because that meant PB has made it to the ‘hood.

Back when I lived in the Valley They Call Silicon, I was a regular at the Santa Clara PB. It was my preferred coffee shop for lingering over a coffee, writing and people watching. My status was so well established that as soon as I opened the door, Kenyon, the manager, had someone start my decaf latte. The pastries were extra primo good, too.

I’ve not found anything close to PB, either in the District They Call Columbia or the People’s Republic, so I was profoundly grateful to learn that an actual PB has opened in Herndon. As soon as I could, I tracked it down.

It was interesting to me that it’s located on the ground floor of a block of mid-rise apartments—first to fill the space that will be all-food all-the-time, apparently. Like you might find in a city, instead of an ex-urb next to a highway. Whatever—I was just happy to see it.

Right after I found the place, I mentioned it to my yoga instructor, showing her a couple of pix after an in-person lesson. Not 20 minutes after she left my house, I got this text (and then follow-up):

Well, I mean—just look:











So my gratitude today is knowing there’s a Paris Baguette nearby—but not as close as the Santa Clara one was, so I won’t be tempted to pop by every day.

 

 ©2024 Bas Bleu

 

Friday, May 3, 2024

We wonder why the test

I was chatting yesterday with a friend and former colleague. He was part of the first shock wave of 12,000 employees laid off in January of last year from the Megalithic Software Company (I was let go in May). We meet once a week to check in, give encouragement and have some laughs.

But I realized as we were talking about the job market that I feel a greater sense of destabilization than just looking for a job. We’re seeing concerted, credible attacks on the institutions of government and democracy and I’m suddenly conscious of how much is riding on this election cycle, and how tenuous is my conviction that the center will hold. It’s not just the student demonstrations, or even the police riot responses (although they’re certainly top of mind); it’s that millions of people would rather solidify their own immiseration than vote for a candidate with a D after his/her name.

The noseless face-spiting crowd want the whole thing, and they’re willing to do anything to get it. And our institutions were not shaped to deal with this level of fuckery.

So—today I’m turning to one of my most stalwart sources of comfort, Sweet Honey in the Rock. Let’s have “We’ll Understand it Bye and Bye”. Bernice Johnson Reagon's voice anchors this like a rock. We all could use that in these times. 


 

 

©2024 Bas Bleu

 

Thursday, May 2, 2024

Seen on the street

On my walks last week I discovered that the Sidewalk Chalk Artist has returned, with expanded coverage.














 

©2024 Bas Bleu

Wednesday, May 1, 2024

May Day! May Day!

For May Day, I think I’m just going to give you a selection of April flowers from the People’s Republic. It’s either that or a screed on the need for unions to restore balance against the capitalist oligarchs, and—TBH—I’m just a bit too tired for that.
















©2024 Bas Bleu


Tuesday, April 30, 2024

He gave all his heart

We need someone with gravitas to close out National Poetry Month, and I can think of no one better qualified for that than William Butler Yeats. Because you know how I love Yeats.

In the past I’ve given you the apocalyptic and the historical (“Second Coming” and “Easter, 1916”), and one related to the First World War (“An Irish Airman Foresees his Death”). I’m going to dial it back to the eternal subject of poetry, love—the positive and the not-so-positive.

Yeats had a powerful passion for a woman named Maud Gonne—I mean, he was hopelessly in love with her. And she spurned him. As in, he proposed marriage to her four times over a period of ten years, and she turned him down every time. Even worse, she married the Irish nationalist John MacBride, who was an abusive drunk.

(After MacBride was executed by the British following the Easter Uprising in 1916, Yeats tried one more time. With the same result. Oh—and then he proposed to Gonne’s 22-year-old-daughter, who also refused him. Look, artists, poets—whaddya gonna do?)

Yeats had other affairs, and following his rejection by Gonne mere et fille, he married Georgie Hyde Lees (whom he met through one of his lovers). They had a happy marriage, with two children, but I’m thinking it wasn’t that full-bore heart-wrenching feeling he had for Gonne. It’s hard, after all, to sustain that kind of thing over time.

So it’s no real surprise to me that Yeats cautions us against rushing wholeheartedly into love. Even though, of course, he was unable to follow his own advice.

“Never Give All the Heart”

Never give all the heart, for love
Will hardly seem worth thinking of
To passionate women if it seem
Certain, and they never dream
That it fades out from kiss to kiss;
For everything that’s lovely is
But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.
O never give the heart outright,
For they, for all smooth lips can say,
Have given their hearts up to the play.
And who could play it well enough
If deaf and dumb and blind with love?
He that made this knows all the cost,
For he gave all his heart and lost.

And on that bittersweet note, National Poetry Month comes to an end. I hope you’ve enjoyed it as much as I have.

 

 

©2024 Bas Bleu

 

Monday, April 29, 2024

Gratitude Monday: The longed-for tidal wave of justice

My gratitude today is National Poetry Month. For the past 11 Aprils, I’ve stepped away from whatever was going on in my life—although not from what was going on in the world—to explore poetry as a means of understanding, well, everything and anything.

Poetry helped me deal with four years of the kleptocracy that was the last presidential administration. It gave me hope during the first year of the pandemic. It presented a framework for the Russian invasion of Ukraine. This year, it reminded me there’s more to life than a job hunt.

And National Poetry Month introduced me to new poets, just as it strengthened my bonds with old friends.

All of this is cause for deep gratitude.

Today’s entry for National Poetry Month comes from Seámus Heaney. Eight years ago I gave you his heartbreaking “Requiem for the Croppies”, and mentioned his linguistic mastery, which included lyrical translations from Irish, Latin and Greek. For this round, I’ve chosen “The Cure at Troy”, which is Heaney’s take on Sophocles’ Philoctetes.

All you need to know about Philoctetes is that he was one of the approximately 72 squillion suitors for Helen, and thus honor-bound to help Menelaus retrieve her from Troy. He was stranded on the island of Lemnos on the way (different versions give different reasons, but all seem to involve some kind of suppurating wound whose putrescence offended the Greeks). After many years of siege, the Greeks were told they wouldn’t win the war until they possessed the weapons of Heracles, which were…on Lemnos. As you might imagine, Philoctetes (reduced to a solitary animal-like existence in the intervening time) wasn’t exactly overjoyed at the prospect of handing over the sacred weapons to the very men who’d abandoned him (he was particularly pissed off at Odysseus), but Heracles appeared and told him to give up the artifacts and his wound would be healed by Asclepius, and he would become a great hero, a key driver of winning the war. (Some versions have him killing Paris, the little toerag who started the whole thing; others put him in the actual Trojan Horse. Either way he was instrumental in driving a stake through it.)

So there are a lot of symbolic moving parts to this one—the festering wound that won’t heal and leads to the debasement of a warrior; only by a series of redemptive decisions is he given a permanent cure, which leads to the end of a long, exhausting war.

Heaney wrote his version in 1990 as a tribute to Nelson Mandela, and an indictment of apartheid. (Its relevance to the situation in Northern Ireland is also obvious.) Note that—like Mandela—Heaney urges the reader to move beyond revenge, to the “further shore” with “cures and healing wells.” But he also speaks of the "longed-for tidal wave of justice" that is building. I believe these are thoughts we should keep before us in these times.

“The Cure at Troy”

Human beings suffer,
They torture one another,
They get hurt and get hard,
No poem or play or song
Can fully right a wrong
Inflicted and endured.

The innocent in gaols
Beat on their bars together.
A hunger-striker’s father
Stands in the graveyard dumb.
The police widow in veils
Faints at the funeral home.

History says, don’t hope
On this side of the grave.
But then, once in a lifetime
The longed-for tidal wave
Of justice can rise up,
And hope and history rhyme.

So hope for a great sea-change
On the far side of revenge.
Believe that further shore
Is reachable from here.
Believe in miracle
And cures and healing wells.

Call miracle self-healing:
The utter, self-revealing

Double-take of feeling.
If there’s fire on the mountain
Or lightning and storm
And a god speaks from the sky

That means someone is hearing
The outcry and the birth-cry
Of new life at its term.


©2024 Bas Bleu