Friday, June 9, 2023

Let love shine

Pride Month is doing more heavy lifting this year than usual, what with Republicans’ doubling down on the repeal of Roe v. Wade to attack the existence of LGBTQ+ people all across the country. From banning books to outlawing healthcare to going apeshit about drag shows, they’re in the last hurrah stage of trying to turn back time.

And it’s costing lives.

So it seems like this time round, in addition to the celebration aspect of Pride Month, we need to be shouting and marching and legislating (yay, Minnesota!) to retain humanity, reminding ourselves that, unless everyone is free, no one is free.

Today our earworm is the big finish from Kinky Boots, “Raise You Up/Just Be”. Cyndi Lauper and Harvey Fierstein created this musical based on the 2005 film about a failing Northampton shoe factory saved by a drag queen’s designs for, well, kinky boots. This finale piece is exactly what we need right now, so crank up the volume.


 

Thursday, June 8, 2023

The fire next time

The out-of-control forest fires raging across Canada have sent smoke and ash around the East Coast of the United States. At least as far south as North Carolina, the air is thick with things that shouldn't be there and agencies have issued warnings about not going outdoors unless you absolutely have to, and—if you do—don’t do anything strenuous.

I have two thoughts about this:

First. There really is no such thing as localized climate disaster. We’re all connected, we’re all affected by it and we all cause it. There is no moral high ground and there is no safe place. The sooner we realize that, the sooner we can begin actually tackling the problem.

Second. Welcome to growing up in LA in the 60s.

 

 

Wednesday, June 7, 2023

Inspiration

I think today we’ll have some roses—because, why not?







 

 

Tuesday, June 6, 2023

The lads at Normandy

As we mark 79 years since the landings along Normandy beaches, I’ve been thinking about what I learned on my visits to that area over the years.

There are three military cemeteries within a few kilometers of one another near Omaha Beach: Colleville-sur-mer, American; Bayeux, British; and La Cambe, German. I’ve walked them all, several times.

The American cemetery is situated on the bluff above Omaha Beach. You can stand at the edge and look down on the scene of the slaughter. And wonder how the hell they ever made it up to where you are. The graves are marked with white marble crosses, with the occasional Star of David interspersed. It’s quiet, usually, except for the wind. More than 9300 men lie there—not all fallen at Normandy, but congregated there in the fellowship of death.

The British cemetery, run by the Commonwealth War Graves Commission, is in the heart of Bayeux, the town they took on 7 June. The headstones are like those at all CWGC graveyards—identically-sized slabs of white marble engraved with the soldier’s name, regiment and date of death (if known; otherwise a cross and “known but to God” inscribed); a centrally-located Cross of Sacrifice (tall marble cross with a sword inset), and a Stone of Remembrance, inscribed “Their Name Liveth Forevermore”. More than 4000 Brits, Commonwealth, Poles, French and others lie there.

La Cambe is outside Bayeux; you get to it down a quiet road that seems to have no other purpose but to lead you to the dead. The cemetery is maintained by the Volksbund Deutsche Kriegsgräberfürsorge, the German counterpart to the CWGC. It’s not as large space-wise as the two Allied graveyards. That’s because when you look at the inscriptions on the black metal markers set into the earth, you see there are often two to five men buried in a single spot. Plus, there are the nearly 300 known and unknown under the central mound. More than 21,000 men lie there.
The thing that struck me almost from the first in these three cemeteries was the ages on the markers—you almost never see anyone who’d reached 24. Most were in the 19-22-year age range. When you’d expect them to be in college, or working their first jobs.

I’ve often wondered what the world lost through those early deaths. What music never was composed? What scientific breakthroughs never made? What civic gains, feats of sportsmanship, family enrichment just disappeared from the future in June 1944?

That, of course, is in addition to the anguish and sorrow that engulfed their families. Parents, siblings, wives, children—bereft and left alone to sort out a world gone mad. No one to repair the gutter or fix the bike; to guide a grandchild’s hands tying a bow knot; to comfort a friend; to surprise a lover with flowers.

It had to be done—it always seems to need doing. But take a few moments this weekend to think on those 30,000 lives cut short in Normandy nearly 80 years ago. The boys of D-Day who put their lives on the line for their generation and those that followed.

 

 

 

 

 


Monday, June 5, 2023

Gratitude Monday: on the road to recovery

My gratitude today is that the second total knee replacement surgery went well. Seemed to me like I did better this time than in January. By which I mean far less pain. Maybe they used smaller hammers this time?

They kept me in hospital overnight. When the surgeon saw me Friday morning he commented that maybe I could have gone home the night before, but considering all the antibiotics they pushed through the IV, I’m okay with that.

Interestingly, the joint has got stiffer since that first day—much harder to bend. But I get around fine on the walker. I’m off to physical therapy today to start the rehab process and I’m looking forward to getting through this and getting to two working, pain-free knees.


Friday, June 2, 2023

Bright shining as the sun

 I don't quite know why, but I've been thinking a lot about "Amazing Grace" recently. Lots of connections to it, but the one that keeps coming to mind is going with my BFF to a memorial service for a colleague of hers from the Oregon City library where this was a part. A kind of non-descript chapel with light flooding the space, no accompaniment, just maybe a couple of dozen people singing it.

Here's Judy Collins's first recording of the hymn from her 1970 album Whales and Nightingales. 



Thursday, June 1, 2023

Let a smile be...

 Okay, this is interesting.


I'm thinking it's possible that the car has a leaky sunroof?

Wednesday, May 31, 2023

Once more into the breach

Well, tomorrow I go under the knife one more time for total knee replacement. The first one went really well and I’m hoping this one repeats the experience.

There is a difference though. One of the good things last time was that I was driving a week after surgery—I’m from LA, man; I need my wheels. But I purposely chose to get the accelerator knee done first. This time it’s the clutch and it may take me a couple of weeks to be able to manage the torque. For the last couple of weeks, with no cartilage between the femur and the tibia, it’s been a little wonky; I’ll have to see what it’s like with the new device.

Which means I’ve been working on my quads.

I’ve done my fighting with CVS—once again they played silly buggers with the prescription for oxycodone (but, having gone through it four months ago, this time I was ready). And, in the end, they didn’t even have it in stock. (Which they didn’t tell me when I went in to pick up the other scripts, because why would they give me useful information? When the surgeon's office went through the prior authorization process, that's when they mentioned that little fact.) So the doctor swapped Percocet, which evidently they do have. What a bunch of maroons; but they have a lock on retail pharmacies in this area, so I’m stuck.

Well, now I’m stuck but with Percocet.

(Interestingly, they wouldn’t fill the prescriptions for senna and chewable aspirin. “You can get that OTC; your insurance won’t pay for that.” Well—but they did back in January, so WTF?)

I’ve stocked up on soup and ice cream. I checked eight Agatha Christie novels out from the library. I’ve got a ride to the hospital; <cough> 0530 for 0730 surgery. (God bless friends.) My camp bed is set up; walker and cane at the ready. I have confirmation of COBRA coverage (which costs 9x what I was paying through my employer, but better the devil you know in this instance. I can sort something else out in a couple of months.) I think I’m set.

But please feel free to send any healthy and healing thoughts my way.

 

 

Tuesday, May 30, 2023

Intelligent artifice

Here’s a thing: some years ago, a guy filed a lawsuit against Avianca Airlines. His name and the reason for the action don’t really matter (but Roberto Mata and being struck in the knee by a service cart).

There’s been a cartload of back-and-forth on this case, giving job security to the folks at the courthouse who have to keep track of such things, but in the most recent filing, Mata’s attorney, Steven A. Schwartz (of Levidov Levidov & Oberman, if you're asking) argued against Avianca's motion for dismissal. And in the course of his 10-page document, he cited several similar cases as precedent.

The law loves precedent.

A tiny problem, tho—no one who paid attention to the cases could find them.

Turns out Schwartz enlisted the help of ChatGPT, the AI tool released by OpenAI last November, in his legal research. Cheaper than paralegals, I expect. ChatGPT wrote up the argument and cited the cases and Schwartz looked it over, logged his billable hours and submitted the filing.

Well, he did some form of due diligence: he asked ChatGPT, “Are these cases real?”

And ChatGPT nodded, “Yeah, bro—totes real.”

So this is where we are: AI has learned how to lie. It’s at the stage of a seven-year-old when you ask if they’ve cleaned up their room and they tell you they have, even as you look past their earnest face and see a rubbish tip. "Nope, nope—I have not made up any of this stuff, it's all real and genuine and truthy. What else do you want to know?"

I do not know what to make of this, but I’m betting Schwartz doesn’t deduct any hours from his monthly bill to Mata.

 

 

Monday, May 29, 2023

Gratitude Monday: honoring the fallen

On this Memorial Day, I’m grateful for the sacrifices of the men and women who have served this country in uniform over the centuries. Who—volunteer or conscript, professional or amateur—fought and died because the nation called upon them to do so.

Unlike grocery shoppers in Buffalo, school children in Uvalde or parade-goers in Highland Park, they stepped knowingly into danger, but it doesn’t make their sacrifice any less painful for their loved ones. It also does not lesson our collective loss from the cutting short of their lives. It seems fitting that we spend at least one day a year honoring them.

There will be hundreds of people out at Arlington National Cemetery today, including many visiting Section 60, where the most recent arrivals are laid to rest. Families and friends will set up lawn chairs by graves, share a year’s worth of news and gossip, maybe drink a toast. It’s like El Día de Muertos, only in a lot of languages.

Some of the graves are so new they have no stone markers yet. But they will.