My gratitude for today is, in the global scheme of things, miniscule. But for me, it’s big. I’m grateful that my sacroiliac joint is almost back to normal.
Can’t recall if I wrote about it when the issue first arose—about
two years ago. It was agonizing and required weeks of PT to beat it back. (Let
me just say: you may not realize it, but just about every movement you make
makes a transit point past the SI joint. If all the muscles are fine, you don’t
notice it. If not, you do. You really do.)
So, of course, when I got back to normal, I stopped doing
the exercises. A few months ago, it flared up somewhat, but I dragged out the
PT and it subsided.
Then, during the Big Freeze in January, I slipped on ice; I
landed on my left hip (which was the problematic one), but clearly knocked
something awry in my right. I tried walking it out, to no avail, so back with
the exercises. It receded, but then kicked back in, right around the time I was
helping with the monthly food pantry at a local church. (For that, I bag
produce on the Wednesday and on Thursday push carts for my neighbors who
collect food at the church.) I observed A Pattern: on the Friday after the
pantry, big flare up; impacts everything, including yoga.
Like I said—everything you do passes across your SI joint.
But this past week, after steadfastly doing my exercises, I’ve
finally corralled the pain to mild discomfort, so that about a half-mile into
my morning walk, I don’t notice the muscles complaining. I also pinpointed the
triggering event: bagging sweet potatoes, onions and cabbage last Wednesday, I
realized that the bag was heavy enough to feel in my butt. (Those heads of
cabbage can weigh upwards of 10 lbs alone.) It’s not the cart pushing, it’s the
produce schlepping. I can continue helping with food distribution, but I’ll
back off the bagging.
This is a lot of verbiage to get to the point: being
cognizant that at a certain age we cannot assume full functionality in our musculoskeletal
system, I am grateful that I am still able to command mobility and that my
muscles are responding to proper exercise. I suppose I have to be more aware of
what I’m doing, which is kind of a bummer, but given the alternatives, I give
thanks for what I have.
Also—the magnolia trees are awakening.
©2026 Bas Bleu



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