Friday, April 19, 2019

Upsoaring wings: I want my sins back


We’ve got two holy days going today: for Western Christians, it’s Good Friday, the day Jesus of Nazareth was crucified. And at sundown tonight, Pesach begins for Jews, honoring the Exodus from Egypt. Because it’s generally accepted that the Last Supper was a Seder, it seems appropriate that I offer a poem to commemorate each, and I’ve chosen entries from two contemporary poets.

Maria Melendez Kolson teaches literature and writing at Pueblo Community College, in Pueblo, Colorado. She herself writes of the Latinx experience in America. Her “Good Friday” is intimate as she confesses her shortcomings (reminding me a little of Saint Augustine’s “Lord, grant me chastity and continence. But not yet.”). I like it a lot.

“Good Friday”

Jesus, I want my sins back.
My prattle, pride, and private prices — 
climbing, clinching, clocking — 

I might loan you a few for the evening,
so you don’t show up at your own crucifixion
naked of all purpose.

But for God’s sake, don’t spill any
redemption on them! They’re my
signature looks. Body by Envy.

Make up & wardrobe provided by Avarice. Lord,
if you take away my inordinate cravings,
what the hell’s left? Do you know

how much I paid for my best rages?
I want them all back if they’re
so To Die For. Else shred my palms,

wash my face with spit, let the whip
unlace my flesh and free the naked blood,
let me be tumbled to immortality

with the stew of flood debris
that is my life.

Likewise, the focus of South African-born poet Bracha Meschaninov’s “Pesach” is personal and honest. She lives in New York, with her husband and six children, so this feels authentic.

“Pesach”

House cleaned
more or less
kitchen surfaces covered
more or less
food ready
more or less
an experience of redemption
more or less



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