Man—this one’s a tough
Gratitude Monday: sixteenth anniversary of the 9/11 attacks, and Irma still a
force across the South, after causing catastrophic devastation in the
Caribbean. It’s hard for me to grasp the destruction I’ve seen in the photos
and video of places like Saint Martin and Puerto Rico. It’s as though enormous
monsters stamped across the islands, flattening everything in their path. Maybe
even going back to stamp some more.
Or, it’s like photos
and video of parts of Europe in 1945.
And WRT 9/11: over the
weekend I was contemplating the numbers of deaths that have flowed from those
attacks and the wars that are still going on—proximate and collateral, military
and civilian; American, Iraqi, Afghan, Syrian—and the destabilization off the
entire region, which triggered the refugee crisis the likes of which we have
not seen since 1945. What would the Requiem Mass for those hundreds of
thousands look like? How long would it go on?
What if we had to name
each name, and pass round a photo of each one? How long would that litany take
to recite?
Well, but today is
about gratitude. So, while holding the welfare of all those in the paths of
storms (manmade or natural) in my heart, I am grateful that in my tiny portion
of the world, I can have my patio door open to listen to the birds. The worst
that immediate nature can do to me manifests itself in the mosquitos that come
after me when I dash out to replenish the bird feeders. No chance of gale winds
smashing the glass, or torrential rains seeping into my house.
I have working electricity,
even if the wiring schema is straight out of Dalí. Potable drinking water is
available every time I turn on the tap. My refrigerator is well stocked, but if
it weren’t, I could walk to the two nearest grocery stores to me, and drive to
about four others within two miles. I’m employed, so I can afford to buy
gasoline and to make repairs to my car (even though I find that latter
expenditure for some reason really, really annoying).
I am employed, in a job that contributes something meaningful to an
organization that contributes something meaningful to the world. I have library
cards for four systems in Northern Virginia (have not got around to getting one
from D.C.), plus I still have access to the six systems in the Valley They Call
Silicon, which provides me a wealth of information, entertainment and
curiosity-satisfaction. I’ve got Internet connectivity in case I want to expand
my understanding of present-day crackpottery and douchebaggery.
And my network of friends
sustains me, enriches me, invigorates me and frankly, at times, just keeps me
going.
So these are the things
for which I am grateful. In the face of historical and present-day reminders of
the burdens of sorrow, grief and dejection that today represents, I hope that
those affected by these disasters find things—no matter how small—that will
evoke a sense of thanksgiving.
1 comment:
I think the victims now number in the millions, and you didn't include Yemen, the latest place where the hammer of airpower and long-range artillery has found more political nails to hammer flat -- along with hundreds of thousands of men, women, and children subjected to the wiping out of basic infrastructure and necessities along with their lives under almost daily aerial attacks. US good intentions gone awry have created a real -- not just a veritable -- Hell in the Middle East, and the prospect is for more occasions for such casualties, not fewer, and longer, not shorter durations.
Meanwhile, the mining of this continent-wide Eden begun by the conquistadores continues apace, its soil depleted and its skies and waters polluted. Yet my elementary school textbooks were already calling out the erosion of timber-stripped, gully-plowed soil and prescribing measures like contour plowing and selective logging to save the land from washing into the seas. In the late 1940s Pittsburgh and Kansas City instituted draconian impositions on individual homeowners to eliminate the killing smogs caused by domestic coal furnaces. Where are those enlightened elected servants and industrialists today?
I am falling back on the myth that God gave us this planet as a test, and we have failed it. And all we had to do was acknowledge and respect the gift and care about each other.
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